Dear Lord, I want to thank You for Your comfort. For words of assurance. For people who love and care about me. Teach me to be humble. Teach me to love You. Teach me to reflect You in my life. Teach me to be teachable. There are too many times that I have done things that made You angry and upset. But yet You are still so forgiving and what more, faithful. And You still love me unconditionally. The many times I have fallen, then fell away, You stood there holding out Your hand to pick me up. But my stubborness and pride rejected You and shoved Your hand away. But You are patient with me. You just stand there and wait till I am at my wits end before reaching out to You. But You know many times I am so ashamed to face You because of the wrongs I have done. I guess Adam and Eve must have felt this way too. I am really sorry Lord. You gave me many wonderful privileges like serving You, telling others about You but sometimes i see them as a chore. You know Lord that at times I pray that You'll just take me away to be with You now, so i don't have to stay in this sinful conforming world any longer, I really mean it. I can't stand myself being so sinful. It irks me. But I know I have a purpose for staying on and that is to tell the world about You. Lord, what a wretched person i am. My spirit longs to be in Your presence everyday. Yet my flesh yearns for things of this world. It is too distracted. Renew my mind God. Push me to spend time with You. Scream out to me to read Your word. I have tasted Your goodness. I have tasted what's best. Help me to NOT settle for second best, Lord. I don't want to. My hear and flesh cry out For You my Living God Your Spirit's water to my soul I've tasted and I've seen Come once again to me I will draw near to You I will draw near to You
mooo-ed
11:45 PM
Knowing Me
name is vanessa
birthday falls on the 4th of dec
email/msn addy is
vananny@hotmail.com
loves
the theatre & netball & chocolates
wants to be
what God wants me to be
