Thanks to Samantha Lim Hui Fen. (: My ex isnon-existant. I don't have an ex. We weren't officially together so it doesn't count. Or does it?
Maybe I shouldquit school, run away to another country, earn some money, do some wild stuff like bungee jumping, sky diving and all and then start travelling to another country again. It'd be cool. Really. Anyone wants to join me?
I don't understandwhy there are so many smart people around and I am just not one of them.
I loseconfidence really easily. ): Encouragement notes do help though! (:
People saythat I have a lot of potential. But I just don't see why and how. I really feel that I am not up to it. Maybe I've been put down just too many times in the past.
Love isa really complicated thing. Especially when people dare not talk about their feelings for one another. It can be an extra emotional baggage when things go really bad. But then again, it can be something really sweet that causes you to smile all day. Love is something we cannot really comprehend.
Somewhere, someoneis waiting to hear about Christ. I wonder if it's you. (:
I will always bequiet when I'm tired. Try perking me up!
Forever isnever too far away. It depends on how you look at things.
I never want tobe alone. I need friends. Friends who'd make me laugh till I cry and those that'd be with me through my ups and downs.
I think the current US Presidentis my friend. Lol. (i don't know what to put ah)
When I wake up in the morningI semi-consciously make my bed before dragging myself to the bathroom to wash up, bathe and be refreshed.
Mypast wasfilled with many bad, sad and depressing memories. Not that I can remember many good ones. I think the bad ones must have suppressed the good ones. See! I told you I was a depressed kid with a really sad childhood.
I get annoyed whenpeople pang seh me. When people continue irritating me when I'm super annoyed. Actually I get annoyed at almost any and everything. Haha!And when people force me into doing things.
Parties are forEVERYONE!! It just depends on what kind of parties and who likes what parties and all. My all time favourite kind of parties are those ballroom parties. Those really grand ones. I have always longed to attend that kind of parties and dance elegantly (ballroom dancing).
My dog isnon-existant. I don't have one. I have a dying hamster though.
My cat isditto.
Kisses are the best whenthey are given by the person you love and he/she that loves you back. Girls love being kissed on the forehead btw, if you guys don't already know. (:
TomorrowI am having Anatomy and Physiology for lesson. I think I'm going to be half dead. And after that I have training. So by the end of the day, I'd be literally dead.
I really want tosleep now. I'm like super tired.
I have low tolerance for people wholoves to sweep their problems under the carpet and treat it like as if it never happened before.
Congratulations! People who should do this: Anyone and everyone who wants to do this. I shall be nice and not force anybirdie. *beams* (:
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Knowing Me
name is vanessa
birthday falls on the 4th of dec
email/msn addy is
vananny@hotmail.com
loves
the theatre & netball & chocolates
wants to be
what God wants me to be
