Thursday, June 01, 2006

Daddy was reading Purpose Driven Life just now and what he read, just so happened to be on mending broken fellowships. How apt. Sighs. All that he read was so heart piercing.

I know something must be done because God has been speaking to me about it for quite awhile already. And I would say it is confirmation after confirmation.

Hey, I don't know about you, but I really want to like settle everything. And will you please stop telling others about it because it wouldn't help at all. Especially not when you aren't exactly telling the truth. It hurts to know what you actually tell the others. And I won't deny the fact that I hated you for that very moment when I heard about what you said. But I did lift it up to God in prayer. And God has answered part of my prayer. I really hope to talk things out. Stop sweeping things under the carpet. Really. And yes, I admit that I haven't moved on. But how can I move on when I know things are not settled? And this is definitely affecting my growth spiritually. You know, by running away from the problem isn't moving on? I really hope you know that. I really hope you read this. I really hope it gets into your head and at least you know how I feel. I really hope for a reconciliation. - Van

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12:07 AM

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