Sunday, July 23, 2006
Have you ever thought that things are just fine but somehow you just feel that may be things are not that fine afterall. Just that you don't know what is wrong and there is a sense of uneasiness within you? But you choose to believe that there is nothing wrong because you don't want to be accused of being paranoid? And you just don't want misunderstandings because misunderstandings are really tiring.

Don't you think it is really tiring to have to keep explaining, hoping that others wouldn't misunderstand you? But sometimes misunderstandings are just so inevitable huh?

I feel so choked up inside. Bahh!

Is it very human to feel this way at different points in life? It must be the little thoughts that I have ignored over time. But they are things that I cannot do or control, maybe that is why it frustrates me even more.

Ahh. Nevermind me. Anyways, I think I have been watching too many Animes. This whole week my eyes are literally glued on the television and my laptop screen. The only reason why I go home early when I have nothing on is to watch my Anime. Gosh. This is bad. It is robbing me of my time with God. Argh.

Humble me Lord. I can do nothing without you. I really need to be a God-centred christian. It really isn't about me anymore. Help me Lord, help me.

I need You Jesus
To come to my rescue
Where else can I go
There’s no other name by
Which I am saved
Capture me with grace
I will follow You

I love you Shin Yeong. Thanks for hearing me out and always encouraging me. Love.

ELLIOT SOH CHUAN YUAN! Happy bithday bruddah! (:


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birthday falls on the 4th of dec
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