Thursday, July 20, 2006

My team mates were talking about marriage and pregnancies and all. It always excites me to talk about such stuff. I guess I really want to get married and start a family of my own. But yet at the same time I do have certain insecurities and negative thinking about marriage and relationships.

Just yesterday, I was thinking to myself that if I were to be attached now or anytime soon, I would really feel weird. I mean I have been single all my life excluding those non-official with no status kind of "relationship(s)" that I had. I think I would feel as if I am robbed of my own space and time. Perhaps that is why I think relationships are scary despite knowing that I would definitely love to spend my time doing stuff with the person I love.

Anyhows, I still do want to get married and have kids. Imagine me getting married in 5 years time? Gosh! Is that too fast? Haha. But if nothing happens I think I'm quite fine with it too. I can channel all my energy to serving God and loving Him. Yayyy! (:

Lovelove.

mooo-ed
11:21 AM

Knowing Me

name is vanessa
birthday falls on the 4th of dec
email/msn addy is
vananny@hotmail.com
loves
the theatre & netball & chocolates
wants to be
what God wants me to be

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